Set Apart

So, we just got back from the convention in Orlando. Let me tell you I've been to nine of these things and they get better every year, except for this one. Don't get me wrong it was great and all but compared to the last two conventions, I can only remember back that far, it could've been better. I've seen what the Wesleyan church can do and I know that it can do soo much better!! But again, I'm not saying it was horrible and that I didn't like it. So on lighter note, some things that I did like about it: the speakers, they were awesome!! Every one of them kept me on my toes; the bands, Kutless, Fireflight, and especially Family Force 5 rocked; and of course getting to see the coolest people in the world whom I don't get to see except at these conventions. So despite the fact that it could've been stronger, the Set Apart Convention was awesome!!

Softer To Me

Life could you be a little softer to me? How come when things seem to be getting better in your life, things turn around so quickly and you realize how much life really sucks?! I've got a lot on my mind lately, with school, work, and just life in general. I feel like a first grader whose being taught Manderine Chinese by a deaf person when it comes to school, I'm on thin ice with my boss right now and have no idea why, and everytime I try to do something right or accomplish something, it backfires or falls apart!!! I know life isn't really supposed to be easy, but enough already!!

Senioritis in August

So, we started back school today and I already want to drop a class so I can have early or late arrival on both days instead of just one. But, I'm not a quitter and I usually make it hard on mysself now to better me for the future. Well, so far being a senior isn't any different than being a Junior, only I don't have to be at school til 9:30 on B-days and we get to go to lunch early and a bunch of little things here and there, ok so I guess it is different. I just pray that I don't lose sight of what's real and not get caught up in stupid high school drama, just focus on the real world. Something that hit me in my first period class was that I'm supposed to be at SWU in my first class right now, not in high school chemistry!!! I also realized that this is my 15th year at school: preschool, kindergarten, 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 3rd(I failed the first time), 4th, 5th, 6th, 7th, 8th, 9th, 10th,11th, and how 12th... that's 3 years too many!! But I know it really doesn't matter and that God may have a reason why I'm still doing the high school thing....

Running Out of Pages

So, I usually write of my feelings, thoughts, opinions, etc. into this notebook at home. Well, two problems; first, I'm beginning to run out of pages, and second, no one see's it so its just like me writing things to myself. I mean some nights when I really get into it, I'm just sitting there arguing with myself and that makes me see me like even more of a dork, so I'm starting a blog. I love to write so I'll probably be posting quite a bit, depends on what mood I'm in.